有點...


原來我沒有很喜歡「改變」。



It must have been tiring being my friends...






甚麼時候開始 聽到一首歌
會突然想起 一個人？


突然好想你
突然鋒利的回憶

你會在哪裡？


Weishenmesohardtogetoveryou.

Idiot.
I really dont mind being a sai kang warrior, doing other people's job on top of my own's never-ending job. I dont even want to or bother complaining about being least paid. All i want is to be appreciated n respected, it's human rights, right?

But no. Not at work. It's physically n mentally tiring most of the time, but i always believe it'd be all worth it to see the final results. It is, somehow...

When i helped this person n i got into shits for being helpful, shouldnt he be at the very least apologetic? Instead, usually it'd just b my fault. 'oh u very blur leh!' then they eventually take it for granted. Words like 'please' n 'thank you!' slowly but surely get swallowed up. Seems like part of their job is part of my job too, but every penny of their pay would be theirs. Every extra benefits too.

Is it that hard for everyone to be nice? We're in this boat tgt aren't we?

I've always thought those typical drama reflecting how bitchy professionals in the media industry can be are just.. Dramas. But nope. Those are featured stories. So real, like im seeing it happening.
I was thinking.. All these while i wished and wished that my mom can be like a friend to me. But suddenly i realised, someone like her, if she weren't my mom, even if she were my age, she won't be my friend.

She is in the same league as those whom i can just never get along with.. Someone who is complete opposite to me. everything she does, everything she believes in.

How is it even possible, when i came out from her?

有點...


原來我沒有很喜歡「改變」。



It must have been tiring being my friends...






甚麼時候開始 聽到一首歌
會突然想起 一個人？


突然好想你
突然鋒利的回憶

你會在哪裡？


Weishenmesohardtogetoveryou.

Idiot.
I really dont mind being a sai kang warrior, doing other people's job on top of my own's never-ending job. I dont even want to or bother complaining about being least paid. All i want is to be appreciated n respected, it's human rights, right?

But no. Not at work. It's physically n mentally tiring most of the time, but i always believe it'd be all worth it to see the final results. It is, somehow...

When i helped this person n i got into shits for being helpful, shouldnt he be at the very least apologetic? Instead, usually it'd just b my fault. 'oh u very blur leh!' then they eventually take it for granted. Words like 'please' n 'thank you!' slowly but surely get swallowed up. Seems like part of their job is part of my job too, but every penny of their pay would be theirs. Every extra benefits too.

Is it that hard for everyone to be nice? We're in this boat tgt aren't we?

I've always thought those typical drama reflecting how bitchy professionals in the media industry can be are just.. Dramas. But nope. Those are featured stories. So real, like im seeing it happening.
I was thinking.. All these while i wished and wished that my mom can be like a friend to me. But suddenly i realised, someone like her, if she weren't my mom, even if she were my age, she won't be my friend.

She is in the same league as those whom i can just never get along with.. Someone who is complete opposite to me. everything she does, everything she believes in.

How is it even possible, when i came out from her?